|Current mood:|| annoyed|
|Current music:||Distrubed - Liberate|
I really didnt have time to write in here but I will, real quick on some thing. mainly todays quick details. I went to work but tired as crap and then went to the gym and worked my ass off! It felt so good. But I went home and ate too much I think like a pork chop, three oranges, a few pieces of chocolate, later two smokies and some popcorn.
Its like is I stand up for myself and be strong and independent people hate or dislike me. WTF WTF get a life people. I am sorry I am not going to take crap from anyone anymore. I have had enough. FUCK OFF. And now some say it seems I have an attitude, well only towards ones that make me mad b/c I dont talk to them ENOUGH. MY BAD, cant people chill and understand things?
Im pissed that people lately have been bitching at me for not talking!! WTF WTF Im sorry I have a fucking busy ass life that doesnt leave with all the time in the world to be talking on the phone or internet. Gosh cant people understand that??? Why dont you work all fucking day and go to the gym just too try and get money to survive and the gym to look good. And come home beat and with things to do around the house. Give me a break, losers. Gezzz!! LOL I will start calling people daily after next week when I will have time to talk and even chill with people. But I am working alot these weeks, cleaning the house for our family get together on the 20th and then work parties! And getting ready for Christmas like getting gifts, wrapping, if I ever get any for everyone else but my mom is all I havent gotten and Im OUT of dough. I need to get Christmas cards out for mailing soon and to people at work if I have time and then add thank you cards in there also from LOL Graduation!! I feel so bad about that.
DECEMBER is ME month!! I have chilled low and doing things for myself. I have been getting some things done. I wish I have done more but im lazy, I admitt it!! LOL but I want to be FREE for the new Year. 2004!! Buh BYe to all the GREAT crazy wild memories of 2003.
Enough bitching for now!! Sorry if you are reading this and dont want to hear, well see it, but sorry its MY journal and I do what I want to.
Goodnight and Love everyone!! muah