| Current mood: | frustrated |
| Current music: | Tbone concerto - Johan de Meij |
i'm so dotdotdot....
Sigh.... Finally getting around to updating this... like alot of things to say, yet dunno how to say it... why like that? ok... let me start with school...
I think school's getting really stupid and meaningless... i really dun see the relevance in some of the subjects we study man.. like, what, i'm gonna use binominial theorem to calculate my change or something, or i'll need to find a tangent to something... wow, like i need to know how aluminium oxides react in water and stuff.. sigh... so crap man... feel like some of the subjects only have a little LiTTLE bit that can be applied to everyday life... Anyway... i sit at the bACK... so most of the time i'm on my own regarding school work... fins that a lot of teachers either dunno how to teach, or only know how to teach... really boring sometimes... and when lessons get boring, damn hard to absorb info lah... Maybe it's just me... i dunno. Anyway, not really doing well so far.. marks are just soso.... and ms Huda thinks there's something wrong with me. She actually came over to my place (as in, in the classroom) to talk to me... then ask why i like always so tired and whether i can cope... like, how can she help me man... i mean, thanks for your concern lah, but that's all u can give... The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak lah... The world seems like such a gloomy place... Feel as though there's hardly anyone i can turn to...
ok... Family.... for those of you who know, that's good. For those who dun, that's even BETtER. 'Nuff said!
What is this man!!!! irritating ppl's week ah? bloody hell... some ppl are just so irritating i can't stand it... like, gimme a break... i'm not a machine u know... you can't expect me to have a perfect memory or something and to not get tired or something right? aRGHHHH...
Anyway.. now i'm gonna talk about band. PARTICULARLY MY SECTION. sigh... why like that... can't u all just respond like the tubas... feel so damn lousy man... I'm so sorry man... but i've tried. Really REALLY hard. I just dun get response... hmmmm... sometimes i envy ben man... arghhhhhhhhhh.... Like, yesterday i really saw how bad it was. or rather HEARD.. Individually their fine... but they just dun respond to each other. Ok... new tactic to use, ensure a response and assert my authority...
To SOMEONE: Please do not get to arrogant or cocky or what. It's pissing the whole world off. I believe i've said enough...
Got so many ******* tests next week man... ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
That's nearly as bad as the season of 'Home in Toa Payoh' ending!! sigh... Thank god tmr's friday... friday's have an uplifting effect on me... =) finally a smile...
Till next time then,
Twain
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