Blah. Tatsumi called us today cause we didn't go in. I was too annoyed to deal with him. Don't know what's wrong with me lately. I shouldn't get upset when Hisoka is....well, HISOKA. I know he puts his foot in his mouth sometimes, hell we all do.
But yesterday was just a bit hard to understand him much. First he was mad, because I knew someone was video taping me, but couldn't DO anything about it because I didn't know how or when it happened all the time. I couldn't help but hide my tears from him. I just wanted to stop talking about the whole matter, because until now I'd pretty much convinced myself into forgetting about it.
But I never expected Hisoka to get up and LEAVE... I didn't see him the rest of the day either. He sent me a note via Wakaba, saying he was sorry but over not being able to get over his fears of sex, and that I couldn't get over what he couldn't get over.
That made me angry. And a bit sad. I do understand. Especially about that now. Why does he think this? I don't understand THAT. I was upset that he just walked away... So I wrote on the back of his note my response, taped it to his door, and went to bed with a horrendous headache.
He came home late that night, so both of us slept in. Me with a migraine, him from being up too late. Hence Tatsumi yelled at us. I don't care. I'll deal with it tommorrow. I don't care anymore. About much anyway. I just want to go to bed again. I've been drifiting in and out of sleep. It's getting near that time again.
Maybe that's why I'm so moody lately.... Probably.
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