| Current mood: |  disappointed |
Same old story, different day
I'm not going to rehash what I have been saying for the past couple of days. You know what's going on. Today, I got to get reacquainted with an old friend, and I'm glad I did. I miss the days when I was invited out to do things with the people I know. I hardly ever get a call from most of them these days. I went out with this friend, and he tells me of all the things that, if I had not had a boyfriend, I might have been invited to. This really bums me out, because I like to think that I'm a pretty likable and popular guy. Since I've been in this relationship, I haven't really gone out that much anymore. I stopped partying pretty much. I don't drink now. I haven't been to a club in God knows how long. Maybe I'm starting to see what all my long lost friends saw a long time ago. They saw that once I got a boyfriend, I became the watered down and extremely lame version of myself. The sad thing about this story is that I don't know how to get back into the swing of things. No one basically wants to hang out with me now...and if they do, they sure aren't telling me. Well, my mind and body are both exhausted and I have a long day tomorrow. This will be an early night for me.
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