| Current mood: |  lonely |
| Current music: | BestFriend by Brandy |
Wow, i just took a look at the entries i made last night and yesterday. I was buggin, hard. I mean, im still hurt and all, but ya know...its over. I guess i need to move on? Man i dont know. And look at me...speaking as if the nigga was my boyfriend. HMPH! But anyway, being the jackass that i am...I IMed him earlier...@like 6 am...and i said "Hi"...and he said "Bye" Wowzerz. Are you aware of how much that hurt?...And the conversation we had be4 that said that anything can happen and who knows...one day we might become friends again. Yeah...at this rate, I doubt it. He prolly doesnt even care not one bit. And if thats so, was he my friend from the get go?...Hmph, let me stop actin like that. Of course he was my friend...but the fact that everything ended so quickly. I mean dont friends fight?...Why did our fight end the friendship. Gotdammit :( Oh well...My friend told me i should just calm down and try to 4get about it, you know how long it took me to TRY to 4get about the last person i had a problem with?...Lets just put it this way...it was last december and i still didnt 4get about it. And somebody else told me i'm way too emotional. Wow...=/ That hurt a lot too. See man...If i were to tell Arnold what was wrong with me...he would never tell me some shit like that...or at least he would word it diff...u know, make it softer so it wouldnt hurt me and stuff. Wow...one of a kind. Y'all prolly think im crazy huh?...Oh well, forget you too...I dont need any negative energy right now...I'm giving off enough to feed the world...I'm done here...Holla back man...
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