blah. i don't know what's going on with me and ryan...we broke up, but he's saying he still loves me and we're still together, it's just a "break" blah. and what's worse, we havent been talking that much since the break up, and i mean we havent been talking but 5 mins a day. AND guess what? he left to florida this morning and i wont get to talk to him AT ALL for a week. yay. i miss him, i do. i love him..i want to still be with him. i just wish i got a chance to tell him i loved him before he left. but he wrote me an email and said he loves me and he'll miss me. blahhh. i wish he would've called me. i miss his voice. oh well. sorry i dont update much. its just if i ever do get online im always making icons. lol. i'm a geek. i know. well im going to go now.