Rite now there are a lot of things goin thru my mind n the only answer i can come up w/ is i wish i could jus sleep my life away.. it would be a lot easier. Im the type of person that cant deal very well w/ situations I dont wanna be in. I even hadda talk w/ my Mom about it.. she started getting all angry @ me for even thinking about wha I wanted to do. People are a lot different than me.. A lot of people dont even kno how I feel towards things,.. I wish they could, but Id be afraid they would yell @ me n tell me a l i e.. Ive been lied to enough from people.. I couldnt handle another one. You see all these people on TV.. they are soo happy, soo fuqqin thin, n everything goes their way. Im sry people, but things dont happen like that.. n for those of you who think thats so.. please wake up.
If I was to sleep my life away.. I would be extremely happy rite now. I wouldnt have to deal w/ the whole "situation" n I would think everything would be great because I would be "living in a dream"....