little miss starlight (triggerpuller) wrote, @ 2003-04-03 16:30:00

Current mood:

depressed

the shit hit the fan.
i dont know whats going on anymore.
wheres the love?
does he still feel it?
i took 7 nox..??? 2 tylenol extra strength, 3 tylenol p.m.'s
i don't even know why
why do i do this?
it started to all hit me during the middle of the conversation and i just kind of blanked out.
i didn't even cry after that i was just numb.
and i fell asleep sitting up on my bed and eventually fell over and everything just got dark and i woke up at 5
everything is weird...i feel like everything is falling apart.
i feel retarted.
i want to go curl up in a ball and die.
::bang::

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