|Current mood:|| hopeful|
|Current music:||switchfoot- dare you to move.|
aye! so i gotta c6! eeks. okay... so maybe i really dropped 2 grades from my original target... b4. but, *cough*. whatever. i passed! haha. charry-kins! you beat me! haha. but heck. i'm just singing celebrate and dancing to my tune knowing that we passed. whee hee. it's a whole lot better than the e8s and f9s i was previously getting. so anyways! YES! I CLEARED CHINESE! sorta... now onto getting distinctions for my other subs!
haha. so i gotta work really hard now. the feeling of anticipating, knowing sumfink is coming your way but you dunno what... is scary. it really like "tormented" me in a way. cos i feared the worst. i didn't wanna retake, but i'm dead serious bout getting into a jc. nothing else seems as perfect, than seeing myself in a jc uniform. prafably vj... *winks*. haha.
anyways, lup was being quite the bitch today. i mean it's like okay... fine. go to tiffy. we never cared anyways. so charry-kins! seeing that you are most probably the only one who's gonna see this... i dunch care la how she feels. well, i wunch say i'd do horrible things to her on purpose... but you know. if she's this psycho. melly-kins can't live with it.
i mean it's like she being total anti stuff. like whenever charry talks to megan... whoosh! there she goes! rolling her eyeballs away! like woooooo... and deep inside. i feel like, hey, if you're so against megan and you wanna let this hate linger, okay. just dunch be selfish and make sure everyone feels the same way as you. cos not everyone's like that.
my godd. you should've seen what she was like when we were all having a jolly good time talking about some show... hmm. okay wait. i forgot what it was. argh. stm. forgive, haha. anyways. yeaps. then she just came in and BUTT in, askingif anyone watched the OC just to comment bout marissa's pixie like dress. and like... okaaay. whatever. only tiffy really replied. the woman's too kind.
so yea. lately lup's been getting on my nerves. i dunno la. maybe cos she offended me a tad with dennis... and everyone knows i love my darling! haha, yea. basically is that... she's always had megan, and me and charry. so it's like when you try to fit a cirlce with a square... it's kinda hard. first of all, she doesn't quite get the world me and char live in and how our best friendship works. it's different from hers and megan's. so it gets to me when she tries to make me or rather us, second megans.
cos we're not... like hello... that is why she's trying to stick to wiffs. but lemme add that me and char char are still being and trying to be nice to her. despite the way she treats us. acting as though we owe her and he always have to do what she plans. did i hear someone say tyrant? haha. seems as though we live in a facist state. wiffy's just too nice la. i'm sure she'll put up with all the crap lup throws her way. haha. besides, i kinda seek adrenaline in lying and running away from her. excitement served up large please!
so yea. today was my english orals. i guess it's okay. but considering the fact that i was one fo the last few, the examiners were like CHOP CHOP with everything. they hardly asked anything. and i screwed up the last conversation question. nerves kinda got to me... this contributes to my A score... so yea. checked darling's blog, he's now successfully deleted all the blogs. old and older. whatever. but i'm glad. whee hee.
no now. i am filled with hope. I WANT TO ACHIEVE! i've been through my cca... painstakingly. you wanna know the truth? dancing's NOT my passion. even though i took it up when i was three. and up til this year, i'm still dancing. i mean sure, yea, whatever, dance a lil. okay, mel can do. but as a passion... never. maybe nobody's realised... but what I, MOI, really really really wanna do... is design. i just wanna do fashion design. i regret when i didn't do my AEP at ijtp. designing is really what i like. sumfink i've been doing sice i was like... god knows how old. i never went for classes cos nobody supported me... but still up to today, i still pursue this interest!
so yea. i'm gonna do a plan for what me and charry-kins are gonna do after the O's. including sumfink that brings in the dough! we can't be complete bums char! no matter HOW APPEALING it may seem. haha. oh yea. i wonder how lup feels to me and char planning. well... we would've included her if she actually bothered to ask what we were doing in the first place and not run off to other people. maybe lup doesn't like us now cos we're okay wth megs. hmm. ah wells. she should bother. humph!
alrights. i guess that's all. charry-kins... maybe you should consider asking her to sleepover. she doesn't seem to need us unless she's in a dire state. cos i can bet you brownie that she doesn't treat us like besties. she specifically said it today, when she came to us saying 'hello, my friends,' note! she always calls us besties! til today! ah wells. it's her loss. haha. just think through. that's all.