| Current mood: |  disappointed |
| Current music: | mariah carey- we belong together |
if only knew, how much i love you.
thanks for deleting our memories,well, everything about me that is. now i can finally see how much it meant to you. everything we went through. you keep hers and not mine? thanks alot. i feel so loved now. fuck. does it matter anyways? hmm.
i went. i saw. i checked. it was gone. is it that bad you want nothing to remember us by? i'm so hurt, i feel so sad and hurt. thanks. i soooo... feel the love. how could you. you can sure keep memories of her... and none of me... *sighs*. i dunno la. now it's gone... what can i do. i wish i could go back to a time it was just you and me. i'm so stoopid. i never say the things i want to say. resulting in me never getting what i want. sometimes i'm just so damn frustrated... like fuck la. here i am... like the world's biggest moron... waiting. maybe i should make another bet with charlotte and linette... betcha i'd lose... AGAIN. like how i lost last week. i guess... he didn't miss me anough to ask me out again huh? even though we only saw each other for like a few minutes on monday... nvms... i'll just live with that. i'm broken inside. i hate it how i feel as though i dunno what's going on. and i hint so much too. sometimes i feel that i'm just so alone... as i type... i'm crying so badly deep down inside. i love you so much... if you only knew... plus i'm missing you so bad... it's madness. i dunch want to initiate anything... so here i am... waiting. just for you. like a moron i am... i should be on oprah... ha. ah wells. if only you'd realise sooner. sometimes, i wonder if you love me as much as i love you... *sob sob*... i can't bear to type anymore. my heart is breaking into pieces.
whatever.
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