|Current music:||"weak and powerless" - a perfect circle|
jam another dragon down the hole..
life is the same old, same old. nothing to really say. no-one in rp likes me. gc is dead. no-one gets me in there or likes me. i'd like them to, but they dont seem to open up. the mood in there always makes me grey. i dont like the company of the people in there. there's too many bad memories in there for me to be myself. eh. oh well. whatever. not like anyone pays attention to my feelings anyhow.
i hate always having to bust my ass for every little scrap of anything i can get in life. everyone else gets shit for free, so why do I always have to bust my ass to my wits' end to get some respect or to even be treated kindly. shit sucks without jeff. e_e