| Current mood: | depressed |
| Current music: | Alkaline Trio |
..and all that followed fell like mercury to hell..
Well.. so far this has been the most boring Spring Break ever.. although compared to last years Spring Break.. I think all the rest of them will suck in comparison. Nothing can beat going to Hawaii for Spring Break. Maybe if I hadn't ruined all those opportunities lying right in front of my big fat stupid nose last week, maybe I wouldnt be having such a sucky vacation. I can't stop thinking about how I had the most perfect of opportunites lying right there in the open.. or more importantly right freakin next to me, and I didnt do a thing about it. I really don't understand whats wrong with me. Well.. I guess I probably wasnt good enough anyway.. so whats the point. I should probably just forget about it all.. but I can't because it was just right there.. all I needed to do was reach out, or say something.. it was right fucking there and I did nothing!!! whatever.. i just suck at life.. goodnight
**~and I dont dream, since I quit sleeping.. and I haven't slept since I met you..~** ~Alkaline Trio~
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