| Current mood: |  lethargic |
| Current music: | Incubus- Loaded on Fuse |
same ol' same..
not too much has gone on lately..just school, and work and the same ol' shit that goes on in my boring-too much responsibility-making me go crazy type life. The pharmacy, however, is no longer open until 9pm.. we now close at 7pm. Its good because I go into work earlier and get out earlier. I don't know.. the love life sux.. the social life sux.. so yea.. the same ol' shit. Haven't spoken to that dude who I am calling 'X' in this journal.. so certain people dont know who it is exactly I am talking about. Don't want any hard feelings. But yea.. hes been acting like a little shit.. I dont know.. I'm just kind tired of the way I feel. I've tried to change it and all, but it seems with every bit of progress I make, I always end up two step back from where I started and feeling just so much worse. I've been kinda going about my days trying to make it appear as though nothings wrong and everythings fine with kind of a sunny disposition. Some people see right through it, but others have no clue. I just need something amazing and out of this world to completely turn my life around.. and I am slowly losing hope.. but I have a little bit of hope. Its just nothing is ever damn easy for me.. ever.. one sep forward.. two steps back.. one step forward.. two steps back.. and so on.. I'm tired though.. I'm gonna go watch some movies and hope that I eventually get a few hours of sleep in.. doubtful.. but heres to hoping again..
**~I need to believe that something extraordinary is possible~**
~A Beautiful Mind~
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