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| Current music: | Musiq-Dont Change |
I've been thinking . . .
- He sighs,looking around,making sure no one sees his update and begins to type -
Alright...I've been thinking about NSYNC and the future..The future more than anything.I wanna be able to settle down and just be with Shauna.Yeah,I know what you guys are thinking..I told some of you,and I even told everyone who was in the chat last night,but no one bothered to listen too me..Or thought I was joking.I wanna quit NSYNC,and even my solo project..The project turned out to be a success..I'm not going to lie,now I wanna be able to go too Tennessee,or wherever,and get a house,and put a fence up,and have a baby girl or baby boy running around,and having Shauna and I take care of the baby.Yeah,I,Justin Randall Timberlake wants to start a family.I don't know what my momma is going to think,nor Trace. I still care about what they think and say.I don't wanna hurt anybody..But I think i'm past that point,so what's the use? . .
NSYNC has brought me so many laughs,tears,and even love.Yes,i'm talking about the past,and Britney.She had such a good heart..and a big one at that.I thought I would NEVER find love like that again..Than here comes Shauna,and just by an interview..I felt so comfortable talking to her,and she was so understanding.Even when i'm wrong,she'll tell me i'm wrong,or if I get out of line..she'll tell me and put my ass in check. - Laughs . - I'm telling you,the girl knows how to get too me.She brings out the best in me..and that's what I needed.She came into my life at the RIGHT time..Couldn't come in at a better one either. My momma thinks the same thing now that I won't stop talking about her,and my momma just looks at me and gives me the look as if she's "the one"if you catch my drift.Shauna reminds me a lot like my momma. How?
Well,like I said,she'll tell me when i'm wrong,and she agrees when i'm right.She holds me at night when i'm upset or stressed out,and she kisses me on the forhead and tells me it's going to be okay..I believe her..because her words are so sincere and true.She always says how great I am,and how much she loves me,but the truth is..I'm more in love with her than she even thinks.She keeps me so grounded.She reminds me of just a girl back home in Tennessee..Which is..amazing. We know eachother almost so well that sometimes we think alike.Scary,ain't it? -Laughs. - When Britney and I were together,it was different.We were together for 3 1/2 years,and part of those 2 years we're good.We known eachother way to long,and to be in a relationship THAT long .. I think we just grew apart,and got tired of eachother at that.Notice in the media,where we just didn't wanna be around eachother?I would have this.. look..and she wouldn't even say a word to me for half the night. It was like that for awhile..and she did what she did..and I got hurt by it,because I tried so hard to save the relationship.I really did..but now,that was the past,and yes,Britney will always remain somewhere in my heart.I can't just forget her like nothing ever happened.I'm not in love with Britney,nor do I have any plans in present or future to go back out with her.So your hearts can stop racing. - Shakes his head. - But,she and I are friends,and I hope it remains that way along with Trace and I . I miss Trace..I seriously do.Well..maybe he needed sometime for himself,and to be with Ashlee.-Nods. - Gotta give them there time now.
Anyways,JC and I talked and he is convincing me to stay apart of what I am now..apart of NSYNC.I do admit,I love being on stage,singing,entertaining millions of people ..but what about what I want?Doesn't anyone ever think about that?What I want is,to be able to sit home,take care of a child,and Shauna,and live a happy,NORMAL life for awhile..And by normal,I mean without any paparazzi,or whatever.Yeah,they'll still be there.What can I do?Not a damn thing.I hate them sometimes,but they do give you good publicity. ;] .. But,that's what I want now..and I have like 3 or so months in Europe of MORE touring.I dont think I have anytime to make love on tour man.It's like..concerts,radio promotions,photoshoots,and than more concerts,and late night concerts,and yes,as much as I hate to say it,I do get paid sometimes to be shown up at clubs late at night..sometimes I go on my own and with friends who are on tour with me.Oh well,I guess this is the life of "The Famous" Justin Timberlake and I still say,people should treat me like Shauna does..everyone needs to talk too her more often,and see how she talks about me..as if I lived next door to her or something.
I talked to Alyssa,and we had an argument a couple nights ago,and I bought her a new scooter.-Smirks. - I hope
she likes it..becaues I know I did when I saw it.I didn't really 'talk'to her..just gave her the scooter,and had to jet out.I didn't know how to say SORRY to her..but I am..My opinion still stands,and i'm not saying sorry for what I said,just sorry for being an ass of how I said it. I'm sure she's thinking the same,or slightly the same.
Ameh,Thanks for the code <333
Shauna..Here you go -Grins. -
Oh, hey...
Oh, yeah, oh, yeah
To you
Mmm... mmm... mmm...
Oh, yeah, babe
My whole life has changed
Since you came in, I knew back then
You were that special one
I'm so in love, so deep in love
You make my love complete
You are so sweet, no one competes
Glad you came into my life
You blind me with your love, with you I have no sight
Girl, you open me, I'm wide open
And I'm doing things I never do
But I feel so good, I feel so good
Why it takes so long for me finding you
This is my story and I'm telling you
It's not fiction, it's surely a fact
Without you right here having my back
I really don't know just where I'd be at
My whole life has changed (My whole life has changed)
Since you came in, I knew back then (Ooh... oh... )
You were that special one (You were that)
I'm so in love, so deep in love
You make my love complete (You make, make my love
Complete)
You are so sweet (Oh, oh), no one competes
Glad you came into my life (Ooh... )
You blind me with your love, with you I have no sight
I analyzed myself, I was buck wild
Never thought about settling down
But all the time I knew I was ready
But not with all my friends around
But girl, I put you first now (I put you first now)
You made me, helped mold me (Helped mold me, baby)
Turned me into a man, I'm so responsible
And I owe it all to you
My whole life has changed (My whole life has changed)
Since you came in, I knew back then (Oh, oh)
You were that special one (You were that special one)
I'm so in love, so deep in love (Oh, oh, oh... )
You make my love complete (You make my love complete)
You are so sweet, no one competes
Glad you came into my life (So glad you came in)
You blind me with your love (Blind me, baby), with you
I have no sight
{God has blessed me} God has blessed me, baby
Girl, He was good to me when He sent you
{I'm so happy, baby}
I'm so happy, I'm so happy, baby, oh, yes, baby
{Share my world} Come and share my world, baby,
Oh... whoa... yeah. yeah
{I'm so in love} I'm so in love
I'm addicted to your love, baby, yeah...
My whole life has changed (Oh, yes, I am)
Since you came in, I knew back then (Ooh)
You were that special one (You were that very, very
Special one)
I'm so in love (You were that very, very special one),
So deep in love
You make my love complete (You make my love complete)
You are so sweet (Yes, you did, baby), no one competes
(No one competes, oh)
Glad you came into my life
You blind me with your love (Come on), with you I have
No sight
My whole life has changed (My whole life has changed)
Since you came in, I knew back then (You made a
Difference in my life)
You were that special one (I knew you were that
Special one)
I'm so in love, so deep in love (When I first laid
Eyes on you, babe)
You make my love complete (You make my love complete,
Darlin')
You are so sweet, no one competes (No one competes,
Baby)
Glad you came into my life (No one, no one)
You blind me with your love (No one), with you I have
No sight (Come on)
My whole life has changed (Oh... whoa... whoa... whoa... )
Since you came in, I knew back then
And this is to Cameron Diaz.Who likes to fuck with my head,and fuck with the press.She's the girl who likes to go to the show and after the show.
That's how it goes
Muchas chicas
Bumrush the door
You know they got
Grande culos
They want to go to the show after the show
Mi cherie
Say she want to come get with me
Don't you know G's too freaky
She wanna go to the show after the show
Maybe it's just the way I move, do you like
The way I freak a beat
Tell me, is it all the lights you see, or is it
Me being me?
Can you feel the bass in you, tell me, do you
Like the way it moves?
Do you wanna see me do what I do, or would
You ratherbe somewhere getting it on with me?
That's it, come on
Say you wanna roll with me
Come on
You sure you wanna roll with me?
Come on
Say you wanna roll with me
Come on, yeah
Come on
Say you wanna roll with me
Come on
Cause if you wanna roll with me
Come on
You know I'm gonna wanna see
That's how it goes
Muchas chicas
Bumrush the door
You know they got
Grande culos
They want to go to the show after the show
Mi cherie
Say she want to come get with me
Don't you know G's too freaky
She wanna go to the show after the show
You can't take your eyes off of me, while
I'm plucking on my guitar strings
Do you see a guitar string, or do you
Really see your G - string
Everytime I grab the mic, tell me do you
Start to fantasize?
'Bout things you wanna do tonight, baby
Take this ride, daddy's gonna do you right
That's it, come on
Say you wanna roll with me
Come on
You sure you wanna roll with me?
Come on
Say you wanna roll with me
Come on, yeah
Come on
Say you wanna roll with me
Come on
Cause if you wanna roll with me
Come on
You know I'm gonna wanna see
That's how it goes
Muchas chicas
Bumrush the door
You know they got
Grande culos
They want to go to the show after the show
Mi cherie
Say she want to come get with me
Don't you know G's too freaky
She wanna go to the show after the show
I've been wanting to know, just how
Far you will go
With your fantasies, let's swing an episode
I've been waiting to see, just hoe far you will go
Eroticy, baby welcome to the show
That's how it goes
Muchas chicas
Bumrush the door
You know they got
Grande culos
They want to go to the show after the show
Mi cherie
Say she want to come get with me
Don't you know G's too freaky
She wanna go to the show after the show .. Look.I rhymed. ;] .. Ick..How nasty is Cameron?!>:O
Shauna,baby..I love you.-Grins.- Today is here,and i'm ready to tell you what I was going too.So hurry up and come around! -Laughs.-
I'm JT and i'm out.
-JT
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