| Current mood: | drained |
| Current music: | None |
Popstar=hate Trace=Love
-Sighs,watching the Paparazzi getting pictures of him through the bus,as they leave Sunny Miami Beach,to go on there way to IL-
-He sighs,wondering what's so special about himself-
Why? -He wonders and begins to type his thoughts-
I hate being a popstar..I mean yeah,I love singing and dancing,and touring in front of 25,000 people or more,but it gets so ugh.
"Justin Timberlake,you can get any girl you want"
"Justin Timberlake has to have this"
"Justin Timberlake,the talented one of the bunch"
"Justin Timberlake,and NSYNC" < that annoys the FUCK OUT OF ME!!!
"Justin Timberlake and Britney Spears"
JUSTIN,JUSTIN,JUSTIN!!!!!!!!!! Leave me the fuck ALONE!! Before I really DO DRIVE MYSELF CRAZY,and go into an insane asylum!! Why me?Go look at JC,Lance,Chris and Joey.They have better lives than I do!! God,leave me alone.I want alone time with my fiance,and that's it.
I dont like it how people say I have everything.I don't.I dont have my privacy.I wish I could just vanish from everything.You know?
When will I have quiet time? -sighs softly,and looks down-Apparently never. -hears the tour manager yelling at him for not getting enough sleep,ignores him- I can't sleep.I can never sleep..Cuz when I do,it seems as if the next minute I have to wake up.So theres no use.
If ya must ask,Challenge For The Children was amazing.I loved it.It was fun just being ME personally..and it was just fun hanging out with the other guys,being NSYNC..not just JUSTIN.The solo thing is fun for awhile but..now it's time to finish this tour,and the UK tour,and relax..It's going to take some time before I do though.
I am engaged to Trace,and I am very happy.He completes me,my soul,and my heart.I couldn't ask for anything more.I love you,Trace.
My point is.. Leave me alone people.Stop treating me like the JUSTIN you see on TV or in magazines,and start treating me like J,one of your friends that isnt famous.
Trace said something to me,and he said something like.."Of course,your Justin Timberlake,you cant have the NORMAL ones" .. I realized ..well.. I'm not"average" or whatever.I can get material things but still,it doesn't make me happy.I just wish people treated me the same as any other person on an average day. -sighs-
Justin
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