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i'm back
ok, i'm back.. not like there is oh so much for me to say, but at least i keep my word lol. in case you're tuning in, read the entry before this before this one lol.. i got interupted basically. well i should be lookin more optimistic cuz it's the first OFFiCiAL day of summer! school is officially over, at 10 oclock this morning.. ah its so nice. school isnt always so bad, like you just accept that you have to go and do work, but you do see your friends everyday.. but it's been such a hassle lately, like it's just been taking up way too much of my time lately.. granted, i was like absent, in virginnia, or workin on the play like a couple days a week for the last few weeks.. it was so just hectic for awhile.. and it was all review in each class, which is all well and good, just incredibly and insanely boring. i felt a bit behind, like in chem.. but other than that, i really didnt miss much. but thats all over now!! moving on
i was faced with a bit of a problem with rob this past week.. but it did clue me into myself and who i want to be. cuz i'm not good at talking about myself and making decisions and like putting myself out there.. i'm not comfortable with myself enough to just talk about something random, to let people know who i really am.. most people that i think know me the best have just learned along the way about the dumb little things about me.. they never let me down, and were willing to learn about me the hard way [you guys know who you are.. and if you don't, then maybe you don't know me so well lol] but everythings good now.. rob and i had a little adventure to.. an unknown softball game lol, we only tresspassed a little bit, how strange did that sound? lol why dont you ask me about it haha.. and today i went to an afternoon movie with rob, deirdre, and chuckie.. and it was a cute time lol, i had fun. we saw dodgeball! and it was dumb of course, but quite funny.. ahh, i'm a happy girl.
what else, what else. volleyball summer league starts on monday.. oo i'm nervous for it, mostly cuz i don't know if liz is able to go with me, and yes, i do know the girls, but i'm not that close with them.. i'll feel a little weird, but i just gotta be confident and go through with it.. also, since i haven't really touched a volleyball in a long, long time.. that doesn't really help things.. unless you count gym, but no, it doesn't really count. gym volleyball is a lot different than REAL volleyball, get my drift? haha
well i had a physical on monday, which all in all went fine.. but we get to the end, where they do the little TB thing and the finger prick.. it surprisingly didn't hurt, and coming from someone who hates needles and her own blood, that's sayin a lot.. but we get home, and the doctor calls and says i didn't have enough hemoglobin in my blood, probably cuz i havne't been gettin enough sleep and i'm a bit under the weather lol.. so i go BACk, and they do the damn finger prick once more, sharper this time so it hurt more.. and still it wasn't good enough. so they get out the equipment to draw blood from my arm.. so it's like tuuuubes of my blood and containers of it and ahhh i am so afraid of that.. yes i am exaggerating a bit but still.. the nurse is like, well we might as well do this random test too, YEA JUST KEEEP THIS NEEDLE IN MY ARM FOR MORE THAN IS NECCESARY WHY DONT YOU! and the nurse is about to do it, i have my eyes closed cuz i'm nervouv as hell.. and she's like 'you know what, i'm not comfortable doing this.. i don't know if i'll get the vein or not' and she was about to do it?!! ahhh just my luck. but then another came and did it, and it was over.. ahh it was traumatic for me! i kno, you all feel for me of course
well that's it, i'm out.... til probably like next week? lol
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