|Current mood:|| aggravated|
|Current music:||the hell song|
ok so yeah basically things have been pissing me off..ok maybe not things..maybe just one thing..i just dont get some things like you try so hard to make things okay to just i dunno..make sure everyones happy..like you bend over backwards to make sure everything works out for everyone else and then it goes and stabs you in the back..fucking coward..to not face the front..jeezus..so yea whatever ive kinda figured out that maybe i dont wanna be a part of it anymore..like if its gonna be like this then maybe it just not worth it..is it worth it to make everyone but yourself hapy and then still get screwed over..fucking a..no..there should be at least one benefit for fucks sake..its just so fuckin messed up cuz like..holy shit..i dunno i guess i just feel like..people think im gonna take over that all i want to do it make their life shit when all i want to do is make them happy..to see them smile..cuz fuckin a people..i want to be your friend..i mean cmon..as has been said before friends dont let friends run alone..why am i running solo all the time now?..i dont get it anymore..its just over..fucking a its done..damnit
escaping down the open road..memorys weep for stories told..on and on and farther i go..just to be free of all i know
im trying to figure out if you even want me anymore..should i even try..i dont think this is working..i feel like all i am to you is a bore..just tell me know..before it breaks..should we keep going..or will it be my heart you will take..and leave me?