|Current mood:|| nostalgic|
|Current music:||Here's to the Night - Eve 6|
Its been awhile since my last entry. I havent really had anything of importance to say and I've been lazy about logging in and actually forming my thoughts into sentences. Tonight I heard that next week is the winter carnival. I've been anticipating this since christmas. Sad, I know, but I never got to do the whole carnival thing before and this year I told myself I was going to change that. Its not even the "carnival" as much as its the Ball. I can picture being able to go and buy a beautiful gown and do my hair...a nice to be a princess. The last time I got to dress up like that I was having my senior prom. I wasnt happy with myself then, but now...to be able to go and find that perfect dress, the hair, makeup, jewelery...I know it all sounds so petty but its nights like these that we remember forever. The only question remaining is will I even get to go??