|Current mood:|| depressed|
|Current music:||Err.. I am watching Tough Crowd|
Yeah, so it's been a LONG LONG LONG time since I have written anything in here. There hasn't been much that has been going on. I am going to UNA, I am still single, and ermmm..... I work alot. For some reason I am kind of depressed today, and I can't really figure out why. I think I am just lonely. I don't really have any friends at this point in time, and all I do is eat, sleep, go to school, and go to work.... That's about it. God I need a life. I really want to have a boyfriend or even a girlfriend, but then I also want to be able to go and do whatever and not have an attachment. Maybe I need to just get laid. heh. I don't know... I just hope things are better in ORlando when I go down there. Maybe I can find someone down there that I will just have an attachment to, but then I am also afraid that that will happen, because if it does, I won't want to come back home. This is one of those nights that I wish I could just sit and cry my eyes out. There are just too many people around for me to do that.. My sister and her two kids are living with us right now, so I have NO privacy what-so-ever. I'm considering going outside for a little while.. I think I just need a drink and a cig.. and all will be well. Well, atleast for the moment. Ok, I guess I will stop ranting about being sad and just chill on here for a while and wait to talk to someone. Ok, adios.... G'nite.