|Current mood:|| depressed|
|Current music:||No Doubt 'simple kind of life'|
Disconect Me From Reality....
im so drained from everything i havent slept since monday. the reason being i was nervous from all my best buy interviews, im so sick of not being good enough to be hired. how bad is that when i cant even get a temporary job for less then 3 months? im pure shit. i cant do this anymore i drive myself insane. all i want to do is hide in a corner and cry but the emotions arent there i cant cry im so drained. i need a job more then anything and no one will hire me its not fair. if no one gives me a chance im gonna end up another statistic working at mcdonalds for the rest of my life. no offence to anyone in the fast food industry its just not something for me i want retail only. the only good thing in my life right now is my friends and my family i love you all! god let me cry.... i think thats what i need.