ravengurl13 (themorrigan13) wrote, @ 2004-07-08 22:07:00

so i visited him on tuesday night. almost thought i wasn't going to make it, because i finished watching movies with keli at like midnight and couldn't find an open gas station to fill up on to make it down to woodbridge.
by the way, i want everyone to know that Cold Mountain and Big Fish are great movies, especially Big Fish- that was fantastic, but i watched that Wednesday and that would probably be a whole separate journal entry.
so i came home, took a shower, and was off. I got there around 1:30 and stayed until 7:18 (and that's probably exact). i'm so glad that i made it home and i want to apologize to EVERYONE that was on north 95 and north route 1 on wednesday morning. i'm really not that much of an idiot, and falling asleep at the wheel is not a common occurence, but I was sooooooooooooooo tired driving home. and there was no place to stop, that was the worst part. I just had to keep going until I got home and could collapse.
fortunately i made it and without accidents...or at least none that i was awake for. and there are no new scratches, dings, etc on the van. so happiness all around.
all in all, i feel it was a good night. i'm going to spare people the details, even though i really want to describe in detail. i finally got a straight answer out of him. one that i can understand and perhaps working on believing. but i think that certain things he says are true. he's been around for almost a year, what does that say? well alex was around for 2, but sometimes you really do need to question motives...
heh.
but i think now, i should probably stop. because when i'm not being all analytical and questioning stuff and wondering why he doesn't need to talk to me all the time, i'm kinda content.

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