|Current mood:|| groggy|
|Current music:||a private investager teachers voice|
okay so this is intresting..
i am in a private investager class...and i am not joking
i asked if i could go on thier internet and they said..uhh yea okay...
so this chick is teaching how to be a private investager and im listening and its very intresting
you take this class for 10 weeks, get ceritfied and can get a job
SPEAKING OF JOBSS....achem
i have a INTERVIEW on thursday morning for longs..........EVERYONE CROSS YOUR FINGERS, PRAY TO GOD, OR uhh yea WISH ME LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need this job
max, sorry i was in a horriable mood
but ive been feeling so bad lately
ash what i ment was
when i met people,
or get to know them better,
i never see them for themselves
i see them how I want them to be
how I can get inspired by them
and i neglect the fact they make mistakes
they are human
and i dont know i guess i reflect whats in me
for me to see that in them
so that i see whats in me better
if that makes sence
i dont know
i just am enjoying being a lone right now
not on the phone, not hanging out,
just A L O N E
i am sorry but its me its how im feeling
i still want to get lost on saturday
take the 206 and never come back
oh mirror in the sky what is love
music can go away except for the following:
i need a new journal
i was in this store...the Z gallery
and i found ariels old french diary
and i remembered reading it while sitting on her bed
and it being in her back pack
and writing in it when i spent the night
and then i found the small silver hearts
she gave to the people she loved the most....
me sara tamara
but i left mine at her house
and i really want it
--if you still have it will you send it?
--do you even read this?
i left it by accident
i hope it didnt make you feel like i didnt want it
i remember when i was little i gave people SO much
anything they wanted, if i had it, i gave it to them
and if they left it in my room, after i had given it to them
i would cry
thinking that they didnt care
but it ment a lot to me because i thought it would make them happy
and i wanted them to be happy
but they left it and didnt see that
on thursday i find out if i have adhd
even though i know i do....
do i get meds for that?
i am taking a sleeping pill tonight
mom took one
and got out of bed at 12 today and shes STILL drosey and MOODY
I WENT TO HAIGHT YESTERDAY!!!!!!!AKDSOJADKLF;JAISDFJ
for the first time
i got lepard shoe laces
a black opal ring thats HUGE
a red cuff watch
and....black capris that rock.its cold in here...
so yea it was awsome
but i felt like crap last ngiht for buying so much stuff for myself
selfishness leads to unhappiness-mmmmm max
truth. im out.