| Current mood: |  okay |
| Current music: | Green Day - Ha Ha You're Dead |
Welcome to Paradise
today was the day for editing "disk of 4 three". eric, jeff, ruweed, and steve came over to help. THIS IS NOW THE GREATEST MOVIE EVER PRODUCED BY US. i dont know how we do it, but every movie we make keeps getting better and better. honestly, while filming, i thought this movie would go nowhere, and would suck shit. but to my suprise, is amazingly awesome. i cant wait to show everyone.....we hope you enjoy it.
well eric and sarah got to go to a concert....well im going to one next friday so i cant wait.....but anyway they were lucky, cuz i had to go to my grammas. and i knew it was going to suck cuz i cant seem to escape my horrific family these days, but i thought that the skate spot would help, so i figured 'what the heck'. and then we didnt stop on the way there.....no biggie.....we get there and im already sick of it, so i lay down and get shit about how im tired and they jump to conclusions that i wake up too late and blah blah but they wouldnt listen to me when i told them the truth. then my gramma complains about "o well you arent gonna eat?!" while i was fucking eating. and then i beg my mom to let me go to the apartment place to skate but nooo "we will go on the way home". so okay i have it garaunteed that im going, cool.....
....i go downstairs to the rest of my family gathered around the TV watching none other than FOX NEWS!!!!!! yay, just what i wanted, to be loaded down with right wing bullshit while im pissed off. so i put up with my family and their fake happyness and they making fun of me while they praise my bro for making the movies......i say "yeah i tell him what to do, he does it, and i help direct the movies around" and everyone goes "well i dont think so, i think ben does it all himself, cuz hes smarter and more mature than you, and he has plenty more in store for his future, and you are going nowhere, hhahahaha"
....okay so those werent the exact words, but that was the message being sent. well i skated a bit on the cracked up streets out front....good way to get away. then i watched TV downstairs while the socializing continued upstairs. then it was time to go....time for the holy skate spot....now it was dark, but i didnt care. and i saw it coming as we approached it in the car, and then i watched it go right passed us and shrink behind us in the slight glow of the city lights....sigh....my mother that cares about me so much was too busy with steve and being fakely happy to remember that we were going to let mike have some fun for once.....o well, thats how life goes, and im used to it, nothing a few corn dogs, push-ups, brisk and green day cant help...
came home, rendered "disk of 4 three" and watched it in all of its glory. now i am here pondering where my life will take me tomorrow, hopefully not to another family event.....later fuckheads
[uptight, im a nag with a gun]
[all night, suicides last call]
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