| Current mood: |  aggravated |
| Current music: | "Tomorrow" by Homegrown |
Its not okay. i made dinner here for 2 and its not okay. ive got candles lit for you.
Last night i went to sleep around 11:30. that's earlier than shit for me. and im tired.. it sucks. im not tired when i go to sleep at 2 but i am when i sleep earlier. very strange. the fish had more babies. 6 this time. my mom wants me to get another female or my tank will be an incest pool and they'll end up being deformed. but my water's shitty cause i suck. so i have to clean it a couple of times before i can get more fish. last night i had a dream about the hot dude in my school. it was weird. i called him burrito boy.. i dont know.. i was thinking inside the dream that he never eats burritos so its gonna make me sound like a dumbass, but i said it anyway.
Me and emily went snowboarding on saturday. for my birthday. and it was our first time so we kinda sucked but it was fun. there was a really hot worker. he reminded me of the guitarist from matchbook romance and kinda the one from eve 6 too. he had long black curly hair and green eyes and was kinda tan. i think its cool when dudes have black hair and blue or green eyes. but yeah.. me and emily were kinda following him. and i think he could tell. i would just stare at him cause its not like im every gonna see him again. he was snow-skating and it was cool. just staying in place and doing tricks. i kept on whispering to emily that i love that man. he was really hot though.. i told adam about him and deron is friends with an italian dude that looks like that and works up there. they get free lift tickets from him and i think that italian people are tan. deron's my hero. he has hot friends and he's hot himself. and he plays he bass and bassists are cool.
I've never missed a day of school. there was that one time that i was really sick and i couldve but i didnt. that's all thanks to the hot dudes at my school. i told my mom about that this morning and she said "its amazing what good lookings guys can make you do".
I have quite a bit of work to do today. im behind and it sucks..
Awake at ground zero,
Another day wasting away,
Nothing seems to matter,
'Cause nothing's ever changed.
California dreamin',
Has never meant that much to me,
When living in this nightmare,
Comes so easily.
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