|Current mood:|| calm|
|Current music:||Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers-I Won't Back Down|
does his make-up in his room, douse himself with cheap perfume
I just got my computer fixed. I missed it a whole bunch. I was having withdrawals from not updating my journal. I feel weird right now. I just don't feel good.
I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow (hopefully). I'm going to get "lesbian hair." It really isn't going to be that short, though. I'm probably going to cut it about 2 or 3 inches. I just want to do something different. Plus I think that will make it really easy to do liberty spikes. It's nearly impossible to do them with hair as long as mine. I don't have long hair or anything, it's just too long to do liberty spikes easily.
I'm leaving for Michigan of Thursday at 9 in the morning. I'm pretty excited about going, but at the same time, I'm REALLY not excited. For some reason I don't feel prepared, even though I've already got everything that I need to take together, and things that I can't pack right now are on a list. I'm not going to be back until August 9th. I kind of want to stay here, but there's really nothing for me here.
I think that the reason I feel weird is because I'm really happy. It's been so long since I've been genuinely happy, and now that I am, it just feels strange. For the first time I feel like I've always thought I should feel. It's pretty cool. The only thing I'm missing is a boy. Oh well...I'll find a good one eventually. I just haven't been looking in the right places.