|Current mood:|| exanimate|
|Current music:||Neverending Story -- Theme|
~I cannot believe this happened~
*Post locked against Sigurd for the mere fact that this is venting*
Evidentally me and my roommate, Sigurd Harcourt get along very well.
Too well if you take my meaning.
We had, errh relations last night. Though perhaps I should explain circumstances, shall I?
Last night we had a party in our room. It was at Sigurd's insistance and well it was nice to have people gathered around. I am by no means a people person but I -can- adjust. We met many delightful people, Toma the Explorer, Marle the Princess from Guardia, Sydney a rather enigmatic individiual. And Lucca a Genius with mechanics and the whatnot. Which reminds me I should give her a ring one of these days, I bet we could have quite a few fascinating discussions.
And then after most of them were getting drunk with the exception of me, Lucca and Sydney who quite sufficed with jolt. And afterwards we cleaned up and dragged the people passed out of the room. Yui went with Sydney for the night mostly for the safety of Sigurd and I let him have my bed while I slept on my shevat hammock
Someone left the window open and I got rocked out of my rather comfortable bed, landing hard on the ground and thereby waking my dear roommate up.
We just started to talk and we even watched some anime. There was some casual flirting between us, mostly on Sigurd's part though I may of contributed to it. (I know I did.)
The next moment we were on my bed having sex and we couldn't stop, it was like -I- wasn't control, rather some being inside of me that I have never thought existed there before. We fell asleep in each others arms but still.. it was potent, it was like a drug, an addiction.
I want to say I love him but I know it is too soon. One does not fall in love this quick, its lust.
That is what it is.. lust.