where have all the cool people gone? Everywhere I go, all the parties that I attend, I have yet to find a decent human being. Im not one to be the center of attention, nor do I want to be. I like spending my time in the corner watching people sipping a drink, and just watching. What is it that people always have to talk about, why dont there mouths stop moving for a breif second and allow their eyes and ears to work for a while. What are we all trying to do? What are we looking for? People move all around Boston in search of something. Friday and Saturday nights are most commonly spent intoxicated moving from place to place trying to feel like we belong, but we never do so we move on...and try again...please excuse this mindless rant....as it is just a bunch of things shooting through my brain that should be recorded...
Why are people so fake? Every girl I talked too at the party I attended last weekend seemed to be hiding behind layers of makeup and jewlery. Kind of like a really awful painting that has been put in a really cool, shiny frame so people will look at it. They all look the same, fake blond hair, $400 purse (or a cheap knock off...which really pisses me off, if you cant afford it, why pretend like you can??), light beer in hand, always talking to whoever the dumbest guy, with the biggest muscles and mouth in the room.
I guess I just miss intelligent conversation for fun. Just once I would love it if someone just came and sat down next to me in my corner and said wow! people really try way too hard. Don't they?
...or maybe im just lonley...
~ A
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