Im really tired tonight and doubt that I will be here too long. Im sort of watching SVU, but its a repeat. Im bored. Well, kinda bored. I feel kinda crappy and should really just go to bed, but I kinda feel like writing too.
Ive been thinking alot about my health and my life...and my family. Its been pretty intense, to be honest. I have thought about writing letters to the people who are important to me-my kids, friends...so that they know how much I love them and what they have meant to me.
Theres been alot of death lately-in people that I know. Its very sad. Yesterday afternoon there was a terrible accident between a full gravel train and a small car. The car occupants were family members of a friend of mine. His cousin was killed instantly and his Aunt is in critical condition. Two others are in the hospital too. My heart goes out to the family.
Im sitting here in the den, and I can hear my little Paige Monkey breathing. I sure love that girl!! I can not imagine my life without her!! God blessed me the day he gave that child to me.
Randy got a new job this afternoon-at a different factory in Howell. Its one of the biggest in Livingston county and the bennys and pay are amazing!! HEs been hired as a temp on the new line and if he proves himself, he will get hired in after 90 days. That would be a good thing!! The only down side is that if there is no overtime, he will have to get a part timejob to make enough money to pay the bills. All my extra money is going into Saima and Ryans wedding...so I wont have any extra til the end of September. Hopefully there will be over time...and he will be able to just work at the new job.
I have to admit that I have high hopes for the rest of this year. I am going to do everything that I can to make things in my life good. Get healthy and take better care of myself-inside and out!! Heal my heart and soul...and be good to myself. Its time...and I know it. Ive known it for quite some time...but I havent been able to say it outloud-admit it to myself.
My pillows are calling my name...so I think I am going to say Good Night.
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