Something funky is going on. Last night's meeting with Schuldig was just fucking weird. That is the third time in a row I've seen him and the third time he has actually been decent to me. Go figure.
And actually, when he isn't being a raging asshole, he's a pretty decent guy.
It just goes to show that who you think are your friends and who you think are your enemies is all a matter of perspective I guess.
I've successfully managed to avoid Omi since Sunday. Lunch today will be awkward but since it usually gets busy, with Aya and Yohji both be there, I can keep away from him without being obvious. After the lunch rush is over, I'm off for the rest of the day.
Wednesday, I won't see him much except through the lunch rush. I don't know how I'm going to get through Thursday though. I guess one day at a time. Eventually the feeling of this knife sticking out of my stomach will pass. I should mourn the loss of another friend and move on.
You would think I would be better at it by now.
At least I'll be able to see Brad again. That should take my mind off of things. It surprised me that Schuldig and Nagi especially even trust me enough to ask for my help. I got the impression that Nagi doesn't like me. I know it must have been hard for them to even consider it. I just hope I don't run into Farfarello. That could be...unpleasant. Makes the back of my head ache even to consider it.
I think I'm recovered enough that with the help of some parents, I can go to practise for Team Tiger. We have a game coming up on Saturday.
I'm still unable to run, but I think I'll be able to get back into it after next week. I have all this nervous energy and no way to burn it off.