ayame_varekai (the_sorrowful) wrote, @ 2003-12-03 15:09:00

Current mood:	calm
Current music:	Rod Stewart - These Foolish Things

Nerves
Well, I fly back home on Monday... I'm so scared this time, that I don't have him with me to hold my hand :( I can't stand the thought of being apart from him, even though I know it's only for a little while. I've become so used to living with him I don't know how I'll go, back at home with my mother and brother. I won't miss having to cook though, haha. Mmm, I miss mum's cooking.
*frowns* I'm not too sure how I really feel. On the surface, I feel kind of calm I guess... nervous but calm. I'm not looking forward to how I'll feel as I walk away from him to get on the plane. :( Damn it, now I'm all upset again *smiles through tears*.

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