| Current mood: | sad |
| Current music: | None watchin Real World |
Friends
Im sad rite now....... i have 4 friends in the town i live in.... ALL of my friends live sumwhere else.. None live less than 2 hours away........... My 4 friends here are.. Adam,Skylar,Samantha, and well i guess its 3 not four.. in other places theres BradlyJames,Brittnay,Chelsea,Lacy,Weezal,Mikey,Courtney,Laura,Sydney,Lenae,Chris and the list goes on and on and on and on... Why cant i just have my friends here with me!... life is hard enough as it is rite now without having to worry about if my friends are ok because i cant see them or just go to their house to check on them... maybe thats why my phone bills are so high... Between late night calls to Brad,Weezal, and Brittnay... and early afternoon calls to Laura expenses are pretty bad.... I miss all my friends sooooo much, because i never get to see them EVER EVER EVER..... I need more friends in pocahontas.... Adam and Skylar are great... Samantha is fixin to go off to college in Fayettville 4 hours away and then ill only have 2 friends here with me.. and they are both guys.. not very easy to just let it all spill on guys.. But i have.. ask Brad, Weezal and Adam.. they would know.. i can trust those guys with everything.. oh and CHRIS... i talk to him alot too... Its just tuff ya know..... i wish my life didnt suck so bad.. I wish i was still the happy little girl everyone loves like i was last year.... i am ugly... I am a Band geek and a Cowgirl..... thats all for now.....
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