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does it matter? ask if you must. (tforlornhope) wrote,
@ 2004-02-18 21:29:00
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    Current mood: stressed
    Current music:slurps and excerps...

    okay okay..
    Alisa<3 shes the only one for me<3333

    haha....ummm...maybe just lovable IMS can go in here!



    TForlornHope (9:04:09 PM): OOOOOOOOHHHHHHH so you cant go to school but you can get online?!??!????!?!
    HarDCoReME76 (9:04:22 PM): yes yes i can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
    TForlornHope (9:04:25 PM): hehe j/k where were you???
    HarDCoReME76 (9:04:47 PM): i waz baby sitting 4 me sister!
    HarDCoReME76 (9:04:57 PM): my older older sister
    TForlornHope (9:05:03 PM): haha why?
    HarDCoReME76 (9:06:05 PM): i dunno she had 2 go 2 work and sooo she needed a baby sitter and my mom said 4 me 2 go 2 her house and baby sit sooo ya it waz kool
    TForlornHope (9:06:34 PM): ohh was it boring??
    HarDCoReME76 (9:07:15 PM): no i slept the whole time w/ her kidz mostly a nd then she came home
    HarDCoReME76 (9:07:18 PM): :-D
    TForlornHope (9:07:34 PM): ohh haha thats awesome i wish i could do that:-(
    HarDCoReME76 (9:08:09 PM): lol yep yep sooo did i miss much in facz?
    TForlornHope (9:08:49 PM): yeah we cut em out
    TForlornHope (9:08:53 PM): (the frogs)
    TForlornHope (9:09:09 PM): we're gonna do the bottoms tomorrow

    HarDCoReME76 (9:10:01 PM): shit im gonna be behind!
    HarDCoReME76 (9:10:08 PM): damnit
    TForlornHope (9:10:32 PM): yeah it took me a while to trace and shit but it was pretty easy...even though it took me the whole class:-)
    TForlornHope (9:10:48 PM): ohh well not that far behind..
    HarDCoReME76 (9:11:14 PM): lol ya i waz suppoesed 2 start german 2 day
    HarDCoReME76 (9:11:24 PM): but i waznt there
    TForlornHope (9:11:44 PM): awwwwwwwww i wish i could take german again...'specially with the german kids coming and all
    TForlornHope (9:11:47 PM): blahh
    HarDCoReME76 (9:12:10 PM): blaa blaa
    TForlornHope (9:12:11 PM): no, we talked about you during FACS we were like "OH THANK GOD ALISAS GONE!!"
    HarDCoReME76 (9:12:24 PM): fine
    TForlornHope (9:12:24 PM): J/K JAY KAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    TForlornHope (9:12:31 PM): JUST KIDDING!!
    HarDCoReME76 (9:12:44 PM): ok ok ok
    TForlornHope (9:13:05 PM): no, we were just wondering were you were...we were worried! we;re like "AHHH WHAT IF SHE DIED?!???!?!?"
    HarDCoReME76 (9:13:28 PM): lol omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
    HarDCoReME76 (9:13:31 PM): i dunnnnno
    TForlornHope (9:13:32 PM): haha j/k....umm i think vannessa just said "i wonder were she is?"
    HarDCoReME76 (9:13:45 PM): o i feel loved
    HarDCoReME76 (9:13:48 PM): and missed
    HarDCoReME76 (9:13:50 PM): lol
    TForlornHope (9:13:51 PM): and i got really annoying...Pencer is such a hard ass
    TForlornHope (9:13:52 PM): haha
    HarDCoReME76 (9:14:05 PM): .lol y?
    TForlornHope (9:14:43 PM): cause hes gay i say stupid shit and he like just looks at me like i'm crazy?...or he'll like make fun of me...haha i dont care though
    TForlornHope (9:14:51 PM): hes gay
    TForlornHope (9:15:01 PM): vidis too quiet
    TForlornHope (9:15:12 PM): and vannessa is like...too cool for me?...
    HarDCoReME76 (9:15:20 PM): i know lol she just sitz there
    HarDCoReME76 (9:15:35 PM): ooo ya but ikm just right
    TForlornHope (9:15:38 PM): haha yeah i know..then she gets all surprised when we do talk to her
    TForlornHope (9:15:46 PM): yes, you are!
    HarDCoReME76 (9:15:54 PM): so r u!!!!!!!!
    HarDCoReME76 (9:16:09 PM): ur like the only 1 4 me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
    HarDCoReME76 (9:16:12 PM): j/k lol
    TForlornHope (9:16:16 PM): hahaa
    TForlornHope (9:17:05 PM): ewww did you know that theres like 2 pairs of girls who kissed each other at our school...in our grade...in OUR LUNCH PERIOD!!!
    TForlornHope (9:17:15 PM): i think they all liked it too1
    TForlornHope (9:17:18 PM): !!!****
    HarDCoReME76 (9:17:29 PM): who hwo hwo
    HarDCoReME76 (9:17:31 PM): ???
    TForlornHope (9:17:38 PM): and one of the girls always used to call me a lez! how fucking gay is that?!?!?
    TForlornHope (9:17:59 PM): umm some girl mercedes and comeone else and valerie and heather
    TForlornHope (9:18:07 PM): someone***
    TForlornHope (9:18:19 PM): but shhh!:-X
    TForlornHope (9:19:12 PM): ohh but heather and valerie like its weird...cause vals stepdad wanted them too and they did it in front of him so i was like "ewww what a perv"
    TForlornHope (9:19:34 PM): is it only me or dont you think that wierd?!???
    HarDCoReME76 (9:20:14 PM): ya thatz like wrong in very very many wayz!@!!!!!!!!\
    TForlornHope (9:20:41 PM): yeah totally
    HarDCoReME76 (9:21:07 PM): totally wat a preppy word lol
    HarDCoReME76 (9:21:10 PM): :-)
    TForlornHope (9:21:21 PM): hahaha i know i'm going nuts
    TForlornHope (9:21:44 PM): oooooooooohhhhhhhhh mmmmmmmmyyyyy ggggggooooooodddddd like oooooohh mmmmmmyyyyyy gggggggggoooooooooddddddd
    TForlornHope (9:21:50 PM): haha know that is!
    TForlornHope (9:22:07 PM): now*
    HarDCoReME76 (9:22:22 PM): lol weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i want some milk i dont kniow y but i do!!!!!!!
    HarDCoReME76 (9:22:29 PM): it buildz strong bones lol
    TForlornHope (9:22:38 PM): haha milk is good for you!
    HarDCoReME76 (9:22:39 PM): im kinda wierd but itz ok
    TForlornHope (9:22:53 PM): yeah, i used to wierd people....too used to...
    TForlornHope (9:23:09 PM): i'm******8
    TForlornHope (9:23:28 PM): eeeeeeeeewwwwwww it was so hot today it was gross
    TForlornHope (9:23:46 PM): or maybe it was my sweater...i dont know...but it was hot
    HarDCoReME76 (9:24:08 PM): lol i waz innside al day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    HarDCoReME76 (9:24:25 PM): hey ill be bak i got 2 take a shower kkk ill be bak dont worry
    TForlornHope (9:24:30 PM): ok!
    HarDCoReME76 (9:24:50 PM): ok! brb
    TForlornHope (9:24:56 PM): okay!!
    HarDCoReME76 is away at 9:25:23 PM.



    this is a lovable one!


    Shigirlmex1 (9:31:10 PM): hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
    TForlornHope (9:31:18 PM): who are you?
    Shigirlmex1 signed off at 9:31:28 PM



    and this one!

    TForlornHope (9:25:30 PM): hey
    MINKUS (9:27:26 PM): sorry
    MINKUS (9:27:26 PM): hey
    TForlornHope (9:27:47 PM): what up thug?
    TForlornHope (9:28:29 PM): hmm sorry about that..too much kandi!
    MINKUS (9:28:41 PM): i see
    MINKUS (9:28:47 PM): umm just working on some new artr
    TForlornHope (9:29:14 PM): ohhh
    TForlornHope (9:32:37 PM): well, sorry about yesterday, and that other day...i dont like being online when people come over cause they always wanna talk shit so yeah sorry
    MINKUS (9:32:57 PM): na its cool
    TForlornHope (9:34:41 PM): okay well work hard! i guess..god, im so gay..
    MINKUS (9:36:15 PM): haha why?
    TForlornHope (9:37:06 PM): i just am, i say the wrong things too often, i think of the perfect thing 896435786 hours later..gahh, i hate when that happens.
    MINKUS (9:43:47 PM): ohok
    TForlornHope (9:50:32 PM): yeah well i'll leave you to your art.
    TForlornHope (9:50:34 PM): bye
    MINKUS (9:53:37 PM): i'll be done soon
    TForlornHope (9:54:59 PM): take your time...cant rush art.
    MINKUS (9:59:40 PM): nope

    notice the time between each IM?...i hate silence. i hate feeling not wanted.

    am i not wanted?...

    umm yeah, ima loser, i'm so gay, i'm stupid, i havent finished my list and its fucking hot as hell...
    this, i hate.

    this, shall go on the list.

    i'm a poet and didnt know it.

    G-A-Y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


    Alisa makes me happy. Minkus makes me wonder. Kandi makes me stupid.

    which all have their good sides, happy, wonder, and stupid...well not really stupid...but i love these people...i hope they like me as much as i like them.

    call me a slut, call me a lez, call me a fagot ass bitch whos fucking face is equal to a pigs worse piece of shit in its ass... but dont call me stupid, :-(

    oh and Ashlee if you reads this...yeah ok :-/ ....i hope you have the best day in your life tomorrow..dont be nervous, you'll be great, people will love you, and you be the happiest girl on earth :-)



    <3 to the <3ed

    and as well as the not-so-loved. cant leave those out!...

    or is it just me?




    9:58


    the day i wished never happened....the day without Alisa...the day with unwanted feelings of being unwanted....the day i acknowleged even more that EVEN MORE people just

    dont care.

    okay. heres my day...

    FACS WAS GAY AND STUPID BECAUSE I DIDNT HAVE ALISA TO WIERD OUT PENCER WITH.

    CLASSES WERE STUPID AND LUNCH WAS WORSE

    HAD TO STAY WITH ANGELA AND HER GAY FRIEND VANNESSA SAT WITH US BUT WENT WITH VAL AND VAL AND MELISSA

    I DONT THINK THEY LIKE ME ANYMORE UUUUGGGGGGHHHHHH

    CLASSES WERE STUPID AND NOW RENEE IS IN MY FUCKING PE CLASS NOW! OKAY?? HOW GREAT?? AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH FUCKING STUPID, HOWS BOUT ONE MORE CLASS WITH RENEE? WOULD THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY?? WOULD IT? AAHHH

    but it was fun cause ashley courtney and angela we all went in the wrestling room and rolled each other on the mats...like rolled one up and someone stood on it and yeah everyone would fall..

    HATE HATE HATRED I FUCKING HATE TYLER! FAGOT!!

    today i said the meanest thing to him HAHAHAHA IT WAS GREAT!

    someone asked bryce if he was gay and like...okay

    bryce: (sarcastic) yeah, i'm gay, i like, *looks around the room* i like tyler!

    All: EEEEWWWWWW

    me: gross not even girls like tyler!

    (it was like amy, shelby, danielle, and him

    everyone laughs! haha tyler just like totally gets crushed..

    AHH I ACTUALLY APOLOGIZED!!!! GAHH I FELT LIKE KICKING MY ASS FOR THAT

    then like ashantis all "who said that?" and haha i was the bad guy, that was cruel, i <3ed it.

    YEAH I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE!

    OHH HERE!!!!!!


    HarDCoReME764 (10:01:12 PM): bak !!!!!!!!!!!
    TForlornHope (10:01:16 PM): YAYY!
    HarDCoReME764 (10:01:35 PM): yaeh i know
    TForlornHope (10:02:04 PM): haha that was prettty fast...i take forever sometimes!
    HarDCoReME764 (10:02:59 PM): i know me 2 but i didnt want 2 stay in 4 a long time it waz getting really hot
    HarDCoReME764 (10:03:10 PM): i take realyy hot showerz itz kool
    TForlornHope (10:03:15 PM): ohh okay
    HarDCoReME764 (10:03:55 PM): oooooo ya
    TForlornHope (10:03:56 PM): i know me too! but not too hot or i like hypervanalate (sp?)... i cant breathe when its hot
    TForlornHope (10:04:14 PM): i get clausterphiboc and shit its gay
    TForlornHope (10:04:21 PM): PHOBIC******
    HarDCoReME764 (10:04:31 PM): lol kool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
    TForlornHope (10:05:15 PM): haha like one day for tutoring i went into mr. hales room (BAD BAD CHOICE!) and it was so fucking hot i couldnt breathe
    HarDCoReME764 (10:06:01 PM): lol thatz kool r u in his room 4 reading?
    TForlornHope (10:06:18 PM): nope i'm on the white team
    HarDCoReME764 (10:06:42 PM): ooooo i just cut my finger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    HarDCoReME764 (10:06:48 PM): ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooouuuuuw
    TForlornHope (10:06:58 PM): owwww paper cut?
    HarDCoReME764 (10:07:01 PM): it hurt man
    HarDCoReME764 (10:07:25 PM): i dunno i think i dunno i just say it and i peeled the skin of and now it stingz
    TForlornHope (10:07:38 PM): SHIT! PAPER? HOMEWORK!! AHHHH!! oh well i'll do it tomorrow in FACS
    TForlornHope (10:07:41 PM): owww
    HarDCoReME764 (10:07:54 PM): **saw
    HarDCoReME764 (10:08:08 PM): lol thazt hard core ehehhehehehhehehehhehehhHhHHhhHhHhh
    TForlornHope (10:08:30 PM): haha you're so wierd, i love it:-D
    HarDCoReME764 (10:09:07 PM): me 2 lol j/k hhhahahahaaa
    TForlornHope (10:09:29 PM): haha i like being called wierd, its wierd:-\
    TForlornHope (10:09:46 PM): haha that didnt make any sense
    HarDCoReME764 (10:10:37 PM): lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! people alwawyz think im wierd itz quit funny
    HarDCoReME764 (10:10:46 PM): lol u make sence 2 me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
    TForlornHope (10:11:25 PM): hahaa wow, maybe wierd people like...get wierd people...like undersytand them?...hmmm
    TForlornHope (10:11:34 PM): something to ponder about!
    TForlornHope (10:11:42 PM): UNDERSTAND*************
    TForlornHope (10:11:49 PM): I HATE MISPELLING WORDS!!!
    HarDCoReME764 (10:12:25 PM): i cant spelll worth shiot
    HarDCoReME764 (10:12:29 PM): see omg
    HarDCoReME764 (10:12:43 PM): wow u used a big word!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    ponder!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    HarDCoReME764 (10:12:50 PM): wat a word!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    HarDCoReME764 (10:12:52 PM): lol
    HarDCoReME764 (10:12:55 PM): :-D
    TForlornHope (10:12:56 PM): hahahaha i like big words!
    TForlornHope (10:13:01 PM): theyre fun
    TForlornHope (10:13:23 PM): but i HATE spelling them wrong cause then i look stupid
    HarDCoReME764 (10:13:57 PM): lol i know me 2 even if i use the wordz i look stupid cuz ill like use them wrong lol
    TForlornHope (10:14:35 PM): hahahaa
    HarDCoReME764 (10:15:09 PM): hehehhehehehehehheheheheeeeeeee
    HarDCoReME764 (10:15:16 PM): i need lunch money lol
    HarDCoReME764 (10:15:33 PM): i alwayz ask pother peolle 2 buy it 4 me cuz i forget 2 ask my mom
    TForlornHope (10:15:48 PM): ME TOO! i havent spent my OWN money for like 2 weeks
    TForlornHope (10:16:02 PM): haha were so cool
    TForlornHope (10:16:31 PM): hahahaha i was cracking up about that Suardo thing!
    HarDCoReME764 (10:16:48 PM): esquardo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    TForlornHope (10:16:53 PM): haha say "ed" "ed!" say "uardo" "Suardo!" hahahahahaha
    TForlornHope (10:17:02 PM): lmao! thats hilarious
    HarDCoReME764 (10:17:45 PM): lol brb kkk!!!!!!!1
    TForlornHope (10:17:58 PM): OK!
    HarDCoReME764 (10:21:35 PM): wat iz like totally ^ girlfriend???

    Auto response from TForlornHope (10:21:35 PM): SQUARDO!

    LMAO

    BE RIGHT BACK!!!

    HarDCoReME764 (10:21:42 PM): j/k gayness that would be
    HarDCoReME764 (10:22:15 PM): not ur thing that u said wat i said waz gay befor ur response thingy
    HarDCoReME764 (10:22:29 PM): wow im tired hey ill see u 2morrow k!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
    HarDCoReME764 (10:22:31 PM): bye bye
    HarDCoReME764 signed off at 10:23:00 PM


    ohh will i ever finish this???


    MINKUS (10:25:12 PM): k its looking good but still needs work
    TForlornHope (10:28:09 PM): ohh sorry was watching the simpsons...then that quizno commercial came up...i had to watch it
    TForlornHope (10:28:23 PM): BEWARE OF PAPER CUTS!
    antiMINKUS (10:28:32 PM): blah i hate them
    TForlornHope (10:28:54 PM): yeah you do
    TForlornHope (10:30:55 PM): but hey i gotta go i think i have homework blahh talk to you tomorrow!
    TForlornHope (10:30:56 PM): bye

    must i lie? maybe. well, no. maybe he thinks i dont like him cause i just saw a MINKUS has just signed off...or maybe hes hidden again...hmm

    okay. gone for good now!

    10:33



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