|Current mood:|| loved|
|Current music:||AM I MISSING|
this is as easy as loving goes
I LOVE YOU JOEL, ALISA, ASHLEY
AND IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER: ANGELA, COURTNEY, VALERIE G., VALERIE V., JESSE, LINZY, VANESSA, RYAN, TAYLOR, BRIANA, ASHLEE, TIMMY, LAURA, MARK, CHRIS, AZUCENA "ZAZU", PENCER, VIDI, MANNY, BRANDON, AND MORE.
i dont know why i did this. i felt like loving people. maybe it was because i ACTUALLY waved at alisa and she WAVED BACK! Alisa is my big brothers' friends' girlfriends' little sister who is in my gay-ass fucking bullshit class FACS, which is only great 'cause of the people around me at this particular table<3
Bought new shoes on...umm..saturday? sunday? i dont remeber, prolly saturday. yeah. left kandis house basicly crying, wierd why i did..but i'll get into later. i fucking love the songs i'm listening to. um, so back to the point..oh yes, so i left kandis. mother and i picked up florencio cause i had wanted to buy my shoes since forever and i didnt wanna go without him because he wanted to show me these shoes. so we pick him up go to cowtown. and my socks are dirty. damnit. oh well. we look at the shoes for a while until i decide to get those one shoes. i wouldnt wearthem to school though so i'm buying new ones again on friday. then we went to wherehouse, i bought florencio the new blink and he made me buy the new dashboard. yeah so i go home and mother and i eat florencios burittos (that he gave us) sleep.
the next day he brings the blink so i can copy it to my comp and listen to it. he stays over for quite a bit. we bought a pizza. we were pigs. then we go to his new house alll the way in mesa town. wow, it far. and big. all we really did was watch his skate video...over...and over, and over and over. he puts music to it and tries to make it jusssst perfect....over and over and over. saw some great home skating movies too, of him and his friends xavier or "javi" those twins...i think it was like michael and someone else. yeah, then i went home. we're going back to cowtown on friday. (just making sure you're listening) :-)
then. last night i dreamt about that michael kid :-/ i dont even know him...wierd. i wont get into that though :-)
oh yeah, and to my surprise i actually like the new blink and dashboard 'cept a couple on each but thats ok. but i do like:
"as lovers go""rapid hope loss""carry this picture""bend and not break""I Am Missing""Carve Your Heart Out Yourself""so beautiful""hey girl""if you cant leave it be""obvious""i miss you""violence""down""go""asthenia""always""easy target""heres your letter"and"i'm lost without you"
oh yeah, he called me and he was like "the blink songs are wierd, theyre like all about suicide and killing and shit, and it just different" and it is, which is nice, i mean, does anyone still want the naked mark tom and travis back?...
i am writing to you @ 9:37