| Current mood: |  disappointed |
| Current music: | NiN |
Another day waking at 3 and only having an hour of daylight.
I'm hopefully going job hunting a bunch tomorrow. It's going ot be hard getting another real job. I haven't had one since I moved into the appartment, but I can't get to the clubs without a car.
Bobby hasn't called me. I figure he won't. I'll call him when I get the money to go buy a car at the auction. Might as well take him for his resources. I've never been to a car auction and it would be nice to have someone there who has been. Than I'll flat out ask him if he plans on talking to me again. He mentioned while we were together that he doesn't talk to his girlfriends after they break up. I wish he would just be honest with me about everything. Than I would not be left to wonder about what he's thinking.
I really hate to admit it but I miss him a lot. I hate that I can't stop thinking about him.
I figure it will all be over eventually, but I wish it would be over with him realizing he was wrong and wanting to get back together. Damn it I'm not the groveling, "PLEASE COME BACK" type of girl!!!!! I hate this sooooooooooooo much
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