the new age of vacuity
as it is on my mental list of websites to check every once in awhile, i went to bmezine.com to see if there's been an update there lately. it came over me that, wow, i really don't find this as interesting as i did before. it's diluted and meaningless to people... just another way to lean in to a certain crowd. maybe i'm one of few young people still interested in the aesthetic meaning and the process of being pierced/caring for a piercing. it seems the attitude towards piercing is more of that of a trend than a life commitment or a spiritual matter. it seems ludicrous that i, of all people, can be disallusioned with the fact that piercing is commonplace in modern culture... maybe i'm the only kid that likes to be pierced for the headiness of the experience & the primal experience of... eh, i don't know how to explain this.
its time for shower & bed.