| Current mood: |  apathetic |
| Current music: | fall out boy - saturday |
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today sucked, im slowing seeing that i have no one, and its making me miserable as all hell, i have no life, no friends, i have nothing and i hate it...but i cant think of any way to change it, i swear only 3 of my friends even really like me, the other ones just use me for someone to hang out with or a ride somewhere, someone to complain to, never actually because they care whats going on with me and my life...i should just stop caring but for some reason i cant let myself do that...i think i need to go see a doctor this always depressed thing is starting to get really fucking old
the only good thing i found out today was that nick from runner up is filling in for ed at the cv show with sugarcult, so that made me happy, i bothered trevor for awhile today, i do that alot, im really going to leave him alone one of these days, so drews on and i havent imd him..im too much of a pussy to talk to him, and that just isnt cool at all, one of these days i get the balls to IM him or maybe i wont...who knows...someone said something to me about him today, they were joking but it hurt, they still dont know that it bothered me, i dunno...im gonna go now, no more petty rambling hopefully no one still reads this journal..
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