I can only be me..
It amazes me to no end how guys can seem to be a completely different species than me, especially college guys. How can someone be so preoccupied with sex that they let it control their very being? "I got a vibrating tongue right, thats very considerate" shut the hell up! Are you effing kidding me?? Oh, Candice should put out for me cause I got a vibrating tongue ring... dumb. so dumb. "I mean, damn, a guy has needs too" well stop thinking with your damn penis and you shouldbe fine. I guess I just dont understand because a)Im not a guy so I can't possibly understand how their bodies work or b) Not having sex or anything like that doesn't bother me. It's not easy being good all the time.. I AM a normal person. But sometimes certain things are just worth the wait. I take that stuff pretty seriously and am not just going to throw it away on some random person.... as tempting as it can be sometimes and as much as I just want to give in sometimes to just get it over with and stop being the only person I know that has barely done anything, I just can't bring myself to do it. So I guess boo on me for being a prude or boo on my for just trying to stay true to myself when everyone else around me is giving in. But you know what? I can only be me. But honestly, that's all I want to be.