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Well I spent the night with Rhean last night. We went to Amber's house to see her new baby. Spencer was just the sweetest little baby. He is two weeks old today. We walked in and he was asleep in his little basinet. Then Rhean picked him up for a bit and let me hold him. I held him for about 20 minutes. He kept making these sweet cooing sounds and baby sounds as he slept on my chest. I can't wait until I can grow up and rock my own babies to sleep. It was awesome. I didn't want to let him go when it was time to leave, but I doubt Amber would have let me keep him! She kinda likes him. Then Jenni came over and we all watched How to Deal. It's a Mandy Moore movie about a girl that doesn't believe she'll ever fall in love (or maybe is scared to) most probably because her parents' marriage fell apart and they got a divorce. Sound familiar?? hah. dumb. So she, of course, finds the perfect boy: Maken. And he eventually wins her over, then does something dumb, then wins her over again. The typical teenage love story that makes you wonder why that stuff never actually happens to you. Where is my Maken? So that was fun. We all got to do the "awwww!" thing in the end. Jenni had to leave with like 10 minutes left in the movie. Sucks for her, she didn't get to see Mandy Moore forgive Maken after he was a jerk and got her in a car wreck. AND after he got in a car wreck because he was pissed that she decided not to have sex with him. dumb. After the movie was over I got online for a second but no one was on so we put in Bad Boys 2. I fell asleep after about 30 minutes because it was late-ish by then; so we finished it this morning. Good movie. It made me laugh a lot. So today we helped Rhean's mom grade piles and piles of papers. If I'm ever a teacher, I won't assign that much. Why punish myself?? So then.......... we finally got to leave and we went to get George, went to my mom's house where she gave me a cute blanket, then came here to watch yet another movie. Bad idea. Ever been a third wheel? How about a third wheel in your own house? Better yet, a third wheel in your own BEDROOM?! Can honestly say I've never been a third wheel in my bedroom till tonight. dumb. But then we took George home and Rhean and I watched How to Deal again. Lot's of movies.. fun.
Don't you hate it when you can be having a great day and suddenly you feel yourself getting sucked into the bad mood and you don't even know why it's happening. You can be all fine and dandy then suddly.. *BAM* you just wan't to go to sleep and not wake up for a long time. It's even worse when you may actually know why you are getting in such a bad mood, but just don't really want to acknowledge that that is the real reason for it. Maybe it's better to believe it's random than to admit that it's just because of some dumb reason that should really have no affect on you at all. Maybe I'm just being dumb. That's highly possibly, it happens frequently.
I'm sitting here right now and it's perfect. Everyone in the house is asleep except me. All the lights are off and I have the music on. It's perfectly serene and comforting. I wish it could be like this forever. sigh. This way, everything is happy as long as I let it be. Nothing can be bad unless I let it, unless I think about it. I can just bask in my peace. yeah.. I'm kinda in a weird mood. I don't know.
On that note. I'm done. bye