Tara (tara101285) wrote, @ 2004-12-14 01:17:00

i'm a loser
Okay, I was watching Wuthering Heights again last night (yeah yeah, i know, i need to stop watching that movie b/c it ALWAYS makes me feel bad) and i was thinking. I really worry that I'm gonna end up like that. I mean thats such a tough decision: decide between someone you truly love, even though he had a terrible childhood and doesn't know how to express love without being possessive and angry or someone who treats you really well, but that you don't love. I mean what if I find a guy that treats me good and loves me but i never feel the same way about him as i did about gavin? It wouldn't be fair to stay with the guy. but is it fair to myself to go back to the guy that treats me like crap sometimes? That's assuming i even find another guy. i just hope that doesnt happen to me. i hope i find another guy who treats me good AND i love him back. but i'm really scared of having to make that decision one day.

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