Deyama Hideko (takuro) wrote, @ 2003-03-20 13:45:00

life is cruel. life is a bitch. life is real. so real.
Great. Now I notice I was supposed to sign my MIDDLE name on the stupid pink slips. I already fucked it up, and now he's gonna have a fucking coronary, cos Mum's gonna tell him I fucked it up. (Yes I'm still rattling on about my stupid git of a father.)
I still don't know why I'm stilll afraid of him. Old habits die hard, I guess. I don't know if he even wants a good relationship with his kids. I mean, my half brother hasn't talked to him in like, twelve years.

I hate snoring. I really do. I hope he doesn't snore. Or he'll be sleeping on the couch. Heh.

It's all overcast again. I love it. The sun hurts. Burrrrrrrrns us preciousssss, yessssss...

No matter how badly I feel, or how miserable I am, he cheers me up. Just the mere thought of him.... *sigh* I'm just in love. *^^* With a big doof. A doof who's obssessed with farts. XD Fartbooooooooooy.
Seriously though. I'm crazy about him. I don't feel anything negative when he's in my thoughts. Only good fluffy things. Like walks on the beach, cuddling in bed, ice cream and kittens good. Eeee kitties!! *kureiji dansu* Now his sillyness has taken over my head. X3

And, after the server moves, I'm gonna start a little project. For Taku's birthday. And fatty's. Send Teru some Twinkies!!

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