quiEtLy lOsing cOntrOL (takingbackkelly) wrote, @ 2004-03-29 22:46:00

this is why i don't get my hopes up...
it would be perfect. but perfect is boring. and perfect does not go well with my name. neither does happy or giddy or high and that is how i've been feeling. i guess it's cuz it's me and i have no luck, i shouldnt be disappointed. oh well. it was a truly great experience to be happy and glowing and excited. =) and you parallel me. maybe we could be soulmates that are just that. soulmates. i'm glad to have met you. thank you.

add that to jimmy being mad at me for some reason (hmm maybe cuz i sUCK) but yeah. its beat. maybe he's not mad and im just over analyzing, which i tend to do.

i hate having hopes.

*my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me. so won't you kill me, so i die happy?*

i hate dashboard. makes me wanna fucking kill myself with guitar strings. i enjoy that lyric though. because yes, my hopes are super high, and i want to kiss him. so if he kisses me, and i die, ill be happy. but i wont know im happy cuz ill be dead. ahhh. damn you chris carabababbaba or whatever your name is.

and damn you life!!!

xx

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