| Current mood: |  crushed |
| Current music: | taking back sunday :: you know how i do |
oh why can't i be what you need...
i want to delete my memory. i want to delete everyone from my life. that sounds so mean. but i don't really think i'm going to make it through next year. i am going to be so alone. yaay. except not. i want to start losing my friends now. operation:push people away starts right now. it's a pussy's way out. but it's the only way out for me.
i hate change motherfucker. i hate it. *screams* i'm such a LOSER. i'm just like the people who irk me. i'm whiney, needy, lonely and jealous. i'm so fucking ahhhh. i make myself so angry.
die bitch die.
i texted mike again. i suck. he texted me back though. we may be going to nyc to go to jeckly and hydes in a couple of weeks. yeah right. let me hold my breath. *turns blue*
this entry is all about me. and how much i hate myself. yaay for postive-ness. this is why i have NO FRIENDS. :)
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