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CONFUSED ......damn it Jesse
Well I hung out with Jesse today...and well I don't know what to think about him...I'm in denial majorly...I just won't let myself think that he's an ass hole...I just won't let myself believe it...its just not right that all I do is run into ass holes! I feel there's something special about him...even more special than Dan...is that possible? yes yes I am afraid it is...I know this may sound crazy maybe psycho I'm not sure maybe both but he was depressed today and I could just totally feel it...I could feel his pain I don't know I know it sounds odd but I could...and he was so upset about stuff which I know what it was about...it was about leeann but you know he was the one that fucked it up as well as I fucked up everything with my friendship with Jon and he is totally mad at me by the way Katie...I guess it doesn't matter that I wasn't the only one involved I'm the only one he's mad at and well back to Jesse we were talking about penis and he's totally glad that I don't have those feelings for penis anymore he "the only rational thought" I am close to or so he says and then I don't know and he is so into drugs anymore well not drugs just weed I do believe and I just want to help him I don't know I mean he did say he was trainable and when I was leaving he was like what no hug screw you hippie and of course I gave him a hug :O) I don't know I'm so confused I'm sooo sooo confused
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