Today was mostly smooth, out of no where I told someone I very much care for that I hated their guts.... I wanted to almost cry, heh I didnt even mean to say it. The whole day even before I said it, even before today I've been in denial trying to think of things that make her bad, disgusting, wrong, anything I could think of, but nothing came to mind, I mean, she doesnt even resemble me in any way, its very strange. But in the end, I still come back to the thing I started with, that I like her. Heh, strange how that works out. All those very human emotions cloud my head, so weak, its sad. Wheather or not you know who you are (Which you probably do by now ) I'm sorry for saying I hate you, I anything but hate you, I cant even describe in words what I feel for you....
I'm not myself today. That is not me. I've never felt this way before.