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And So It Ends
My worst fear has today come true. My one true love has deserted me. Yes that is right, my relationship with Jessica has ended. She said that after one particular incident, everything has changed for her. She says her love and trust in me have long since diminished. And in her words, if we continued the relationship it would simply mean excessive pain and suffering for the both of us. Well if that is the way she feels then so be it. Ever since the beginning she has long since been able to avoid my persuasive powers. I suppose its for the better for both of us. We are both entering different schools single, which gives up both the oppurtunity to thoroughly explore the (for lack of a better word) "goods." Thus ends my longest relationship ever. My time with Jessica lasted a amazing 4 months and 22 days.
You may wonder how I took this. Well seeings how I already knew it was gonna happen, via a blurty journal entry, I was ready and according to her had absolutly no reaction at all. I kinda just sat there and took it. I suppose I will just sit in depressed mourning for a week or so then end the summer and see how things go starting in High School. There may still be hope for me yet. And also, in case you're wondering, our relationship ended in a mutual agreement.
Signin out here,