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Yeah so I guess I'm going to use this piece of crap from now on instead of deadjournal. Since I have no friends in real life..I'll talk to this thing. Not like it was any different when I used deadjournal.
I have no real friends. I don't know why. I'm honest, I don't smell, I'm not conceited, I'm trustworthy. Still though..I'm alone. Always have been, quite possibly always will be. Yeah it makes me sad and I feel like shit about it..but I also know I can do nothing about it because I have tried over and over and I have nothing to show for it. I've tried for 17 years..and each time I've been lied to or told straight up "I don't know why but I don't like you" or people just don't invite me. Anywhere. Ever.
I guess that's okay. Maybe I just wasn't meant to have friends. Some people live their whole lives alone. Maybe I'm one of them.
I'm 17...soon to be 18
I'm a girl