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Change of Attitude?
Well today wasn't too bad...I talked to Brian a little bit and Chelsey talked to me for a little bit. Even though it was only for 3rd period and 4th period. Like usual. Plus it was the first time I had talked to her since the end of 4th period on Friday. Tonight I just drove around by myself...instead of asking Chelsey to go with me. I just needed some time to be by myself so I could clear my head. It worked for awhile. I even stopped and talked to Cassie and JW for awhile. Right now I'm talking to Christina on Truechat. And she just happened to bring up that Branden hates Sara (the girl he went out with when we were sorta seeing each other) now. She also has Sara's and Kirsten's phone numbers. Kirsten is the girl who liked Anthony I think. But I told Christina I could care less about the damn phone numbers. I don't really care for Branden or Sara or anything anymore. I just don't care...and I don't think it's supposed to be that way. Is it? I'm tanning and I lay longer and I get burnt. Sunburns usually hurt...but these don't hurt me. They're soothing. I just need something to take my mind off other stuff that is hurting me on the inside.
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