|Current mood:|| nauseated|
Oh my God
At 5 o'clock last night, my grandma called me telling me news I was not expecting. She told me that someone that I knew pretty well killed himself yesterday morning. The news hit me really hard. I'm still in tears about it and I don't think I'll ever be the same after this experience. He was in the grade below me so he was friends with a lot of my good friends. I'm not sure how I'm going to talk to them. It's going to be a really really really rough week and weekend. He and my friends are supposed to graduate this weekend which makes things even worse.
This morning already, my mom told me the story of how he did it. His sister watched the whole thing. His sister was in my class and I can not imagine how she is taking this. Just thinking about her watching it makes me cry a lot. God! I really can not believe this happened. I think everyone is in shock. He is not the kid you would think would do something like this at all.
I don't feel like saying much else right now. I have to get to work... he worked where I work too which means this is going to be a very very hard day at work.
Will post more later.