|Current mood:|| mellow|
|Current music:||invisible- clay aiken|
i am wondering why the board of education is making us get up at six, sometimes earlier, to get on the bus. i am also wondering why i keep using zzz's as my subject. anyway, they should make school start at 9 so that we would get home at about 3:30, which is fine with me. it makes me really tired and i am going to be like this ALL YEAR. i want summer back! even though it kinda sucked, but i miss staying up late and sleeping late. i miss not being able to sleep and keeping awake so that the worship channel would be on to make me fall asleep(it's boring, but the gospel and spiritual music makes me tired idk i was channel flipping one night hehe). o well. at least there's my birthday and christmas and all those half days and no school days and thanksgiving coming up. yay! that's the best time of the year!
today i realized my love of drawing. i don't know why, but drawing or just listening to music or reading really relaxes me, which i need from the every day stresses of school. i'm also trying to be a little mellower because i've realized that i can be a little too hyper, but that's not my fault. i can't help it, it's either just that sugar and i don't mix or i have problems, but not serious problems. i'll still be the outgoing person i always was, i just won't be as hyper as i always am. i've realized that i need to calm down and stop being so overdramatic about stupid stuff. it's not good for my social life sometimes. but i'm still very active! i can't stay still like some people can. like at the beach, i'm not the kind of person to just sit there and tan and won't go in the water like a baby. i prefer to run around and go swimming.
today i found out that i failed my summer assignment quiz. sugar. what a way to try and impress my math teacher this year. she's a little intimidating and the last thing i want is to get on her bad side. i hate being on people's bad sides. i love being friendly and extroverted and impressing my teachers(i swear i'm not a teacher's pet!), and i like people complimenting me on my personality and my sense of humor. i HATE being mean to people, it makes me feel like absolute crap, but sometimes if someone REALLY annoys me like "Liberty"(look at past entries and you'll probably know what i mean), i won't talk to them. i don't go around talking smack about people i don't really know anymore cause that's just stupid. if they don't want to get to know me, then that's fine and it's their loss, cause people tell me that i'm a great person(not to sound cocky). i absolutely hate when these people at my school think they are amazing and talk trash about other people and they are mean to other people. it just puts me over the edge. i don't get what their problem is anyway. they are probably just jealous of something, but i don't know what that is and i don't care.
wow. what the hell have i just done? that was a lot of typing! :-)
degrassi's on! wait! it's been on! ciao!