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It's not too hot out, finally. cept the fact that it's been raining all week is pretty poopy. :( I'm so worried about Tony. He sent me another message today telling me how things were going. It's pretty bad because his mother and him talked about what was going to happen if she didn't make it. If there wasn't a good chance, they wouldn't talk about that. He said that it's a numbing feeling. :( It was just so sad. I hope prayer works, i really, really do!!!!!! I was talking to Daniel and he said to be strong and not to worry so much, something along that line. But I said that if I didn't worry, wouldn't it make it seem like I didn't care? And then he said "do you think Tony wants you to worry, because worrying doesn't solve anything" then he went on about prayer and hope and stuff, but i'm stubburn and couldn't get it out of my head that i have to worry. Then he was like "well, did you tell Tony you're worried?" So then i was like... hansons_pen15 (4:52:21 PM): No, Because you're right, i don't want him to know i'm worried. hansons_pen15 (4:52:26 PM): Because he won't want me to worry. Daniel (4:52:34 PM): exactly hansons_pen15 (4:52:35 PM): Because he wants me to me happy :( Daniel (4:52:40 PM): see I guess I shoudln't worry so much, because like what he said is right, worrying doesn't solove anything. I just have to keep doing what i"m doing, and praying and hoping that she'll get better. I mean I'm going to worry still, but I have to try and be ahppy instead of being upset and wanting to cry all the time. I really hope for a miricle. That she gets better, and that everyone is happy. Especially Tony and his mother. The REALLY don't deserve this. Of all people I know, they deserve happiness more then anyone. I love Tony so much. Anyway, just had to write that stuff and blah blah. I'm off to bed though. Actually, in a bit, g just got online. Goodnight. Post a comment in response: |
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